I try to fill my heart with empty feelings, because I am afraid that it would mean something if I don't. But no matter how hard I try, how much thought I have given it, I do not succeed anything. I end up just where I started. 0 zero. I try . . I try to feel salvation about something, that I do not know what it is or how it affects me, i just know that it is there. It makes my life, a life wasted.

Is it our need to be accepted?!

Why do we have the need to be accepted by others? Is it because we were designed like this or is it only due by someone’s personality? Supposing that our parents wanted us to develop our own personalities and mostly telling us that we shouldn’t care about what others think about us, why as we grow up and discover more and more the world and it’s mysteries we turn to do the opposite? Daily we are affected from others we constantly need their approval and we try to " fit in ". I have been bullied a lot at school because i was wearing glasses and the kids treated me bad, as i grow up and my glasses are replaced by contact lens people still said things about me, they have called me slut and made other fake rumors about me. Some people will always be wicked no matter what but that SHOULD NOT be in your way of doing what you want, of living the way you want.